Sunday, November 9, 2014

September 12, 2014

I woke up to my left eye swollen shut, one enormous hive on my face, and it's now going down my neck. Clearly I shouldn't have been wrestling with weeds while out looking for Bethel. And little Z is coughing and has a runny nose.

It's just never going to end.

I'm waiting for one simple, normal day.

If bethel goes into crazy town heat today I'm going to have to be admitted to the hospital for a week of respite. My spirit can't take much more.

(Bethel in heat today means 2 failed pregnancy attempts. If this girl doesn't get pregnant, there will be no calf and no milk. No calf, no cash. No milk, no sour cream, cream cheese, no mozzerella, no yogurt, no kefir, no BUTTER, all homegrown of course. )

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